LOVE:a walk in mystery

Once when I was a child,

Love was a mystery in mind;

When I heard about love,

Heart said may it be a dove;

All may in love get heaven,

 To peace may they get driven….

Lovers all were in enjoyment,

Sight for me was an amusement;

A long after my childhood,

I got an experience so rude….

In love once I had fallen,

My love for her got deepen & deepen;

Gradually  & gradually I went mad,

For the society I became bad & bad;

Wishes were talk to her,

Fulfilled she oneday later….

Feelings mine were out of control,

Over me could some one have  control;

Whether she loves was a doubt,

From love could I have been out;

Never I could really guess,

Whether was she cheating me on race;

When I was completely mad for her,

Just she was spoiling me more & more…

Realized when did I the reality,

Feelings mine became a charity;

Think for past when do I try,

Memories only made me to cry;

My question is yet to be solved,

Should she be ever loved?

If they do ripe nothing in love

Why the hell go for the cruel love??

Love takes people away of happiness,

Only brings closer to loneliness…………….

AUTHOR NOTES:
its a poetry written over a true 1st hand(near & dear one's)  experience.Hope you will enjoy.